Loving More Than One

Polyamory as it relates to my life and written from my perspective only. MY thoughts, feelings and opinions.


on February 4, 2011

It’s been a hell of a long time since either Dirk or I have been through  a breakup. So, we both may have forgotten what it is like to go through this. I can not speak for Dirk on this. Just about me.

A little hope can keep so many feelings alive. I’ve had that with Chane. Always enough hope that it was worth it to me to work on things.

And therein lies why it’s difficult for me, and yes painful. I still had that when I was blindsided by these latest events.

And it’s ok for me that I let it be known I hurt. I’m not ashamed of the love and effort I put into this relationship. I know that with the giving of love comes the risk of pain.  I’m not ashamed to say that I can miss Chane.



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