Loving More Than One

Polyamory as it relates to my life and written from my perspective only. MY thoughts, feelings and opinions.

I Need to Vent

on November 28, 2011

I need to be a whiny baby. Nothing can be changed. Some one does have it worse than me but…I’m pulled in too many directions right now and do not have the money some of the directions require.

Work, with the accident, my work is behind. And this is one of the worst possible times for that. I need to be here more hours and not less but things still are not as stable with hubby as they need to be. I’m thankful to have a job but really need to be away from it for a little longer. Doing things piecemeal as I did last week may have cost me a mistake that I will end up paying financially down the road. It is what it is. And it isn’t the end of the world.

Hubby, he isn’t as better as he had hoped to be and will not be back at work today like his job wanted. If I hear one more person tell me he should burn the motorcycle I will scream. He is doing much better but now you have to add in the psychological frustrations of not healing fast, the getting tired of not being able to do as normal period and the having the ask for help.

One child is in the process of making a major purchase and he constantly calls checking in. He’s trying to do the right thing and knows that it’s his decision but with things as they are with us, he worries about things too. He’s moved closer to home and is job hunting.

The other child is job hunting as well and really would like to move back home too. Just trying to weigh the pros and cons of that.

Trying to get it all done is getting to be overwhelming for me. So, I had to get some of it out by whining a bit here.


7 responses to “I Need to Vent

  1. Tilly Slaton says:

    Venting posts are good for us all ❤

  2. Sharon says:

    My sympathies!!! A few years ago my husband fell off a ladder and shattered his wrist (he just happened to be climbing down off the roof). Now everyone tells him he’s not allowed to go on the roof, doesn’t matter that he was well off the roof when the ladder slipped. So according to your peeps, I should burn the ladder or is it the roof… accidents happen! Be patient with the recovery, it does take longer than it did when we were 20 :). Living with men who are recovering from a serious injury is frustrating at best. Hugs!!!

    • Technically, I would say the ladder should be the one burned (he was on that). LOL 🙂 You are so right, accidents do happen. And you just never know. I do believe the accident would have happened in the car as well. Injuries may just have been different and it’s possible they could have been worse.

      Yes, It does take much longer to heal than it did when we were young. He’s mending just not fast enough for him and yes, he is cranky at best.

      Thanks so much!

  3. Tilly Slaton says:

    How are you feeling? I have not read an update. Hope all is well!


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